Thursday, March 17, 2011

car wash
(pentax k1000, fuji superia 400, film)

last night, 4AM, standing at the window i found myself in tears, fighting to get the blinds open, to find my way out when i felt the embrace of garth, asking if i was okay. as i came up into the after fog of a difficult dream, my eyes seeming to at last open, i murmured, "how did i get here?" and heard in that question perhaps a metaphor for the world.

disoriented i stumbled back into bed finding sleep that was at last dreamless.

6 comments:

  1. Oh dear! Do you have a history of sleepwalking? That must've been a little frightening!

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  2. no, not at all. the last time i remember doing anything remotely like this was when my mom died, a little over 5 years ago. and strangely, a very similar dream, in a room i couldn't get out of and i woke against a wall in a guest room at my mom's pounding on the wall, calling my sisters name.

    it was absolutely disorienting, but the dream itself was not frightening- just, unusual, i guess. i was really out of it!

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  3. Hi Kitchu,
    Nice to meet you. The photo is beautiful. Hope you are feeling better now..

    Thank you so much for your kind comment on my blog.
    Glad that I discovered your lovely blog.

    xo
    natsumi

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  4. oh i understand so much what you mean... "how did we get there?"
    spectacular photo!

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  5. Oh gosh. I hope you have really a pleasant one tonight. LOve the picture.

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  6. Amazing photo. I hope all is well now.

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